Turning My Tongue Out updates the transhumanist cool of Ghost In the Shell for 2020. It’s bio-organic suite where human voices are ever-present but distorted beyond reality, and notes shatter and fragment beneath trills of digital percussion.
At times it is starkly human—early track ‘child phalanx/apnea’ begins with the dislocating cry of a child at play, casting the relentless energy of kids into terrifying relief. But moments like these are often supplemented with distance and inhumanity. Here, the track collapses into its ‘apnea’ section. A lumbering, mumbling instrumental ambience sputters in and out of existence until unprocessed human voices feel like a distant memory.
‘tracing myself’ travels with the opposite trajectory as in its tail end it becomes a spoken word piece. The words themselves are confessional, even a little trite, but their delivery and treatment adds intrigue. What’s ostensibly emotive personal information is rendered robotic and fractured—a contrast which, whether intentionally or not, engenders discussion on own fragmented, contradictory natures.
In fact, this theme seems to permeate the entire album. Is our desire for self-actualisation really the fear of a lack of self? Is identity something we just hang ourselves on; the umbrella we use to avoid describing ourselves as interlocking but only tenuously related collections of systems?
These vocals are, it’s worth stating, just one of many elements of Turning My Tongue Out which feel disintegrated and disparate. But it’s interesting how much emphasis artist Infant gives them. The result is something that feels like it was once a collection of ballads—but one that has been saved, deleted and recovered hundreds of times until it’s shot through with digital rot. Like a Oneohtrix Point Never release, this feels like an relic of mass culture, dust-covered and dug up for future historians to try and piece together—our private moments seen through someone else’s eyes.
Turning My Tongue Out is available for purchase and streaming here.
Words: Andrew O’Keefe